The essence of being someone...

what is your purpose in life....?
are you one...?
or are you just like anyone...
why don't you be someone that anyone can see you as one...
be one to be called as someone....

Emptiness...

an emptiness inside me...
a holLow me witH nothinG to think oF..
i'm walKing as a sHadOw...
a shAdoW whom i creaTed inside mE...
and i'm afraid of thAt shAdoW...
i wanT to AccepT it as if it's a parT of mY systeM.
buT my ReaLity Won'T.
it's thEre, it's eating mY bodY.
i can'T remove iT.
i caN't move iT.
i'T occupieS the Space of mY souL..
it's teAring my SpiRit..
i WannA givE up...
but i Can'T...
i musn'T..
it's jusT a shadoW...
it can eAt my shAdow but not my spirit...
i wilL stand my GrouNd..
i Can deflecT it...
i can CopE out of It...
thE time WiLL teLL me...
tiMe will give mE hope...
and TimE will givE chanCe to save my liFe...

Freesky

for almost 2 - 3 months... i've been plAying the MMORPG freesky...
some told me it's boring... other's suggest to me to play something on facebook...
they are just keep on telling on that games. that i'm not
hehehehehehehe...
for those months of hardship and patience... wakekekeke..
i won the food event on freesky...
yessssssssssssss.................
this is my first time to win an event on the net...
if you're wondering why i'm happy...
juz keep wondering co'z i can't explain what i'm feeling today...


freesky....
the best....
at first you will have a hard time playing it... but if you get the logic you will have the edge in playing it...
it's addictive MMORPG that...
PVPVE..

the proof that i win....my name there s bherong... those who know me knows that....

hoooopppsss....

eist......
juz passed by a new plug in on my VUZE program...
i'm an avid movie watcher..
i watch movie but i seldom go to theatre...
hehehehehe... you know....
i have VUZE..... i used it to DL movies or tv shows of almost any kind...
but for the past few weeks my dL became slow...
i don't know where is the problem...
argghhhhh....
namn.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i search for tweaks on my VUZE i came across to the P4P...
it's not clear to me what is P4P but i do know it will help my connection on my VUZE...
if your interested...
go to sourcforge.net.. then search for VUZE..
or click the link here.. http://www.azureus.sourceforge.net/plugins/p4p/index.html

that's all....
if youre not interested.. why you're keep reading in this blog...
wakekekekekeke....