Emptiness...

an emptiness inside me...
a holLow me witH nothinG to think oF..
i'm walKing as a sHadOw...
a shAdoW whom i creaTed inside mE...
and i'm afraid of thAt shAdoW...
i wanT to AccepT it as if it's a parT of mY systeM.
buT my ReaLity Won'T.
it's thEre, it's eating mY bodY.
i can'T remove iT.
i caN't move iT.
i'T occupieS the Space of mY souL..
it's teAring my SpiRit..
i WannA givE up...
but i Can'T...
i musn'T..
it's jusT a shadoW...
it can eAt my shAdow but not my spirit...
i wilL stand my GrouNd..
i Can deflecT it...
i can CopE out of It...
thE time WiLL teLL me...
tiMe will give mE hope...
and TimE will givE chanCe to save my liFe...